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Just Let It Go!

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. The morning temperatures are dropping and Fall is in the air, but I’ll endure the colder temperatures as long as I can just to be able to meet with my Master outside before winter shows up. Like ointment for my soul, I hovered in the Psalms this morning, confident that my Heart could be Strengthened by David’s Heart, and I was right. I was feeling as if life was “pressing down” on me and I KNOW David felt that way plenty of times too…that is UNTIL He surrendered it all to God. So with a Sweet Reminder from David, I laid it all down too. God is always just a prayer away and Peace is always found in Surrender. The great “I AM” is much more capable of Managing my Life than I am, and I only fool myself into thinking I’m actually in “control” when I’m not in control at all. After years in this Journey of Faith, I Know what Surrender looks like and I Know where to go for my Nourishment. This morning I went from feeling envious of the deer because they seemingly don’t have a care in the world to relating to them because I Know that with God…I don’t either. Isn’t that the way you see your Journey too?

Some days the load seems heavy and the burdens look big, but I Serve a God who’s ready to carry the weight if I just turn it all over to Him. Some days are laced with adversity, but I Serve a God who can bring Peace to any situation as long as I turn it all over to Him. Some days are filled with sorrow and sadness, but I Serve a God who will wipe every tear away One Day, and He is always “near to the brokenhearted.” I Serve a God who treasures each of my tears so much that He stores them up “in a jar” because He loves me. Some days are filled with doubt and uncertainty, but I Serve a God who will “keep my path straight” and give me wisdom any time I ask for it. Some days are overwhelming, but I Serve a God who isn’t overwhelmed (or surprised) by ANYTHING and He is the Source of Peace. Some days feel like they’re out of control, but I Serve a God who holds the whole world in the palm of His Hands and He Controls it all. No matter the burdens we “carry”, pain is self-inflicted when we attempt to do what only God can do. My God is bigger! What a great reminder straight from the Throne of my Mighty and Merciful God this morning that all I ever need to do is to Turn to His Word for Direction and to the Holy Spirit for Guidance. This is the secret to Peace and Strength no matter what.

I’m Refreshed, I’m Strengthened and I’m Restored this morning despite the long list of things needing to be done ONLY BECAUSE I turned to my Source. Thank you, God. Thank you, David. All the “pressing down” I was succumbing to was self-inflicted AND from the pit of Hell intended to discourage me. But the liar from Hell doesn’t stand a chance with someone like me because my soul pants for the King like a deer pants for water and as long as I’m chasing after Jesus, I’ll always be Victorious.

How about you?

“Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.”

Psalm 91:14-16

He’s Mighty, Merciful, and Powerful…STILL

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s Sunday – the day I recognize the Sabbath – and I’ll be doing my best to “keep it holy” as I’m Instructed to do. Even though church time is just around the corner, Time with Him is the way I begin each day of the week Sunday or not. I met with the Living God outside where the air was cool and the fog was thick and I watched the Hand of God at work over this old farm. This time of year we can expect to see fog as the cool air meets the warm ground, and I never get tired of watching the fog lift off the farm in the Fall. Sometimes it remains low to the ground until it dissipates, and sometimes the fog covers the entire farm from low ground to high ground and beyond. As I sat there not only could I see the fog, but I could feel it all around me too and it reminded me of the Shekinah Glory (the manifested Glory of God) and what it will be like to see one day…and I will. Some people have closed their minds to the thought that God can still manifest today as He did in the Bible…but not me. I Believe in the Supernatural work of my Supernatural God. Isn’t that what your Journey of Faith looks like too?

Sometimes I wonder how it came to be that people decided that God belongs in a box. To some, the Bible is just a history book and all the things they read about are just entertaining stories from the past BUT not for today. If the Glory of God showed up they’d excuse Him away the same as they do for so many other miraculous things right before their very eyes. Is it that His Supernatural Works scare them because they can’t explain Him OR is there a conflict between the Supernatural and the intellectual faith that so many hang their hat on today? Either way, some have wiped away all the Supernatural works of God as if He’s a past-tense God even though the Word says that He’s the “same today, yesterday, and forever more.” It must make our Enemy very happy to see us “muting” the Works of a Mighty and Merciful God. It’s interesting (and sad) that some people have been taught NOT to believe in the Power of God at all, and if that’s the case, they might as well “worship” a statue. My God IS the same today, yesterday, and forever more, and I long to see His Glory…and I will. Who in the world would want to believe in a powerless God, and why would they want to keep Him in a box?

It’s painful for me to see so many “regular church attendees” walking around IN the fog when I know that all they need is a genuine Relationship with Jesus Christ, more time in His Word, and the Holy Spirit to Guide them. They laugh at people like me and they scoff at the Supernatural just the way the Bible says they will… and they settle into teaching that tickles their ears because they hunger to be entertained and to hear what they want to hear. Maybe they have a Bible app on their phone but it’s rarely opened or read outside of the church. Sometimes they might reach for a copy of the Bible in the pew ahead, but they can rarely find the verse in time to read along because they aren’t familiar yet. Jesus really does “love the little children of the world” but He expects them to grow up! In fact, He expects His Children to Learn and Grow every day. He expects His Children to hunger to be in His Presence every day all the days of their lives. He expects His Children to be so familiar with Him that they recognize the voice of their Shepherd without hesitation or doubt. He expects His Children to know His Word like the back of their hands, and He expects His Children to obey the “rules”. That’s what growing up (or maturing in Faith) looks like and it’s the ONLY way to be Confident and Capable when the fog settles in.

If it’s foggy today, that’s okay – I can see the beauty even with my eyes closed. If my Bible was taken from me today I’d be very sad because I love it so much and I love to spend Time in it with Him every day…but I wouldn’t be lost and I wouldn’t stumble around in a fog. I’ll always have the Holy Spirit to guide me and the Holy Spirit will illuminate the Words when I’m struggling if I ask Him to. My Heart knows what His Word says because I Know Him. I’m a grown-up Christian still in the works so I Work on getting Stronger and better every day. I appreciate the fog but I’ll never be walking in it…church or no church…Bible or no bible…I’ll always have His Spirit and I’ll always have His Word embedded in my Heart.

I’ve put in the Time and effort to Mature.

How about you?

Sweet and Simple…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. This day came to life with a sunrise that looked more like a dimmer switch slowing being turned up than a sunrise, BUT the birds around me made sure to spice things up as they rejoiced over this new day. Sometimes the simplest things breathe Perspective into my Life, thanks to the Author and Perfecter of my Faith. As I sat on the front porch seeking the face of the Living God and struggling to keep my thoughts on Him and my focus on our Time together, I was Reminded of His Words about the sweet sounds of the birds around me – “Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?”. So this morning God used something as small as the sound of the birds as a gentle reminder of how much He loves me, and when He did, I wept with joy all over again. Isn’t that the way the Journey of Faith should be?

Most of the time, we feel the greatest love through the simplest of things. A scribbled drawing from a child or a hand-picked weed from the yard can make a mother’s heart overflow with love. A simple smile at just the right time moment in time can send a message of hope and compassion without saying a word. “That look” that says it all without saying anything at all. A simple laugh can lessen the stress and ease the sting of our circumstances. A sincere hug doesn’t require a spoken word at all if the arms are attached to the Heart. A surprise cup of coffee by someone just wanting to please. A simple compliment or a heartfelt “everything’s going to be OK” can lift the spirit of discouragement faster than you can say “amen”. It’s the simple things that send the loudest message of Love every single time IF we’re Leading and Living with the right Heart instead of looking for the “proof” of Love.

When it comes to love, actions always speak louder than words. I can say “I love you” until I turn blue, but if my actions don’t back up my words, it’s all meaningless. I can sit with you and talk for hours about how wonderful I think you are, but if I don’t show you with heartfelt actions, it’s all meaningless. I can tell you “I’m sorry” for the wrongs I’ve committed against you, but if I continue to repeat the wrongs, it’s all meaningless. The message of Love is best delivered through those simple things that impact the Heart in profound ways. There once was a woman so desperate to get in the presence of Jesus because she Believed He could heal her that she crawled her way through a massive crowd. When she managed to reach through the chaos to touch the hem of His garment she was instantly healed. She didn’t need to “prove” anything to the One who died for me. She didn’t need to “sell” Jesus on her Worth and there was no need to beg. Without speaking a word at all, Jesus could feel His power leave Him as she was being healed AND I’m pretty sure He could feel that desperate woman’s Heart too. All Jesus ever wants for any of us to for us to seek His face with everything within us and when we do, all the other pieces of our Faith fall in line with the Heart.

I think people complicate Love especially when it comes to our Journey of Faith. Some set out to memorize Chapter and Verse but if all they do is brag about cramming all the words into the hard drive of their mind and never recall the Words with Love, it’s meaningless. Some jump through hoops to “perform” for God (and to be seen by man) and they can needlessly work themselves into exhaustion because of it. But if all their works were performed out of a false sense of obligation or as a means to make it to Heaven, it’s all meaningless too. The One we Serve (and aim to please) wants our full attention…He doesn’t care if we memorize the Bible word-for-word because He doesn’t care about the intellect, only the condition of the Heart, and He can see that for Himself anytime He wants to. The Living God wants to spend Time with His children and He wants our Relationship to grow stronger each day. Sound familiar? It should. Although man is forever looking for “proof” of love, Genuine Love needs to be Expressed far more than it needs to be voiced – why would it be any different for the Living God? “Peter do you love me? Feed my sheep”.

I have a Changed Heart this morning and I can give credit to the simple singing of the birds around me as I sat on the front porch at sunrise. The Living God used something that most of us take for granted each day…a simple thing…to remind me in a big way that HE LOVES ME and the smile that He put on my face will last all day…. thanks to the Living God and for the simple gesture from the birds. I’m a complex woman savoring the simple things in life that send the greatest Message of Love.

How about you?

Pick Your Battles Wisely…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I made my way onto the front porch before the sun came up this morning but I didn’t stay long because after the rain there wasn’t a dry seat on the porch. The flags were all tangled up and a few limbs had fallen to the ground, but all is well and beautiful at the farm rain or shine. This morning I prayed long and hard for all those people who have been devastated by the hurricane – lost homes, no electricity, some entire towns wiped out – many deaths – circumstances beyond my imagination – and my soaked front porch isn’t even “worthy of mention” compared to their agony. None of us are defined by the trials we endure, we’re defined by how we see them…how we face them….how we overcome them. The Bible says, “But the one who endures and bears up [under suffering] to the end will be saved” – so that’s the Ultimate Goal no matter what the storms look like. As for me, I know that no matter what kind of threat I face – a storm blanketing this old farm – or adversity – or persecution – or an attempt to rob me of my peace – the King of kings will shine no matter what because I’ll be focusing much more on Him than any “threats” that come up against me. I’m a Warrior for the King and I understand the source of Strength for ALL my battles…and I Know how to fight and Win. As long as I’m Readied for battle and confident of my Victory, how could I ever live in fear or turmoil? Isn’t that what your Journey of Faith looks like too?

When I take my eyes off the King to look at this dark world instead, I can become overwhelmed and I begin to feel hopeless. When I incline my ear toward what people say about the world…and each other…the darkness is blinding to me. When I see people of Faith attempting to use their voice as a Weapon instead of a Source of Praise for the Living God, I weep over lost opportunities. None of those things come from a Good Place, so whatever time I spend looking at the condition of the world, instead of looking at my Commander in Chief, I’ll weakened for the Journey and that’s NO PLACE for the Warrior I’m already Equipped to be. As surely as kryptonite robbed Superman of his strength, focusing on this dark world could rob me of mine too IF I let my guard down and quit Fighting the way I’ve been Taught to.

One time Jesus said to Peter “Get behind me Satan” when he recognized the enemy at work through him. Imagine how poor Peter felt when Jesus spoke those words! The Bible tells us that our battle is “not against flesh and blood” but plenty of people are fighting these days as if their enemy is running for political office. But politicians aren’t our enemies…it’s much worse than that. Our real enemy comes from the pit of Hell and there are no limits to what he’ll do to rob, kill, and destroy. If only we could all just remember to Focus on the Commander in Chief of the Universe – THE ONE WHO ORDAINS ALL OUR LEADERS – the world would look a whole lot different than it does today. This is the Key to Peace and the only way to find Victory in the dark world.

It’s election time for the United States of America (the “one nation under God”) but the Spiritual battle surrounding the race is far greater than the battle between two candidates and what we have to lose goes beyond the party. People of Faith on both sides of this election are praying for Victory – but lots of people of Faith aren’t fighting the battle of Victory at all…they’re fighting the battle on behalf of their enemy instead. They’re either overcome with fear because their eyes are on the dark world instead of the Light of the dark world OR they don’t understand the Words they read in our Instruction Manual at all. Either way, the more they fight like the world fights, the farther away from Victory we slip. Instead of putting on the “helmet of salvation” they’re busy filling their heads with hateful thoughts about people God LOVES, even if they don’t. Instead of whipping out the “sword of the Spirit”, which is the word of God”, they rely on rumors and ridiculous “theories” about the darkness and they give “power” to the enemy because of it. Instead of standing firm “with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place” they surrender their peace and battle like wussies in a dark world instead of the spiritual Warriors they’re Instructed to be! It sure looks like they’re taking their lead from the enemy instead of the King of all kings…otherwise, they ought to know better. Sad but true.

Without Him, I’m powerless and without Him, I wouldn’t know how to battle my way through anything in this dark world. Without the Power He has already given to me (and you), the enemy could easily overtake me…but that will never happen because I know what it takes to Win. When I draw my last breath and I stand before the King, I won’t pay the price for all my sins because that price is Paid in Full…BUT I will answer for lost opportunities – for times I failed to be a Light in the dark world – those times when I may have chosen to spit out venom against another one of God’s creations instead of speaking Words of Hope and Truth….and Love. Now THAT’s a scary picture…especially at election time in America.

I’m not perfect, and I slip and fall almost every day, BUT I know how to do Battle and I know how to Win. When I get distracted by bad things it’s almost impossible to find the Good, so I’ll be working hard NOT to let those things that come from the pit of Hell distract or derail me along the way. I’m a Warrior and I ALREADY have all the Tools I need to Win…all I really need to do to live fearlessly is to be Wise enough to use them.

How about you?

“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God” Ephesians 6:10-17

Is He Your Biggest Priority?

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s misting rain again this morning and it seems like all creation is taking cover. The deer find their refuge in the trees – I find mine on the front porch. Even though I was shielded by a porch roof this morning, the mist kept blowing into my face even with the slightest breeze, and more than anything else, it was a distraction for me so inside I went. A little time with the Author and Perfector of my Faith, a little time searching my Instruction Manual for Wisdom and Truth, a little coffee, and a very Grateful Heart – that’s the way a new day begins for me. Without my Full Attention given to the first part of each new day, would my Heart overflow with Gratitude this morning? Not a chance! If I don’t keep my Priorities straight, the Journey of Life begins to look “too big” and the next thing I know, my Courage wavers and my Heart becomes heavy. Keeping my Priorities straight at the start of each new day Equips me to be all that God created me to be and I am forever reminded that I have a Purpose in this life far greater than myself. My Priorities are non-negotiable.

Just like anything else in life, it takes Commitment to keep my Priorities in check. A busy schedule can easily rock the boat and I might be tempted to rush into my work without a second thought of my Priorities if I’m not careful. But if I want that busy schedule to go smoothly, I NEED to be Equipped for the day. I could easily get distracted by the needs of others who sometimes rally for my attention, and I might even be tempted to set aside my own priorities to put their needs above my own. But if I want to have what it takes to give them the Best part of me, then I need to be Equipped for the ride. I could easily be distracted by the little things in life, and I could alter my schedule so that my Priorities are addressed after my chores, my errands, my work, or my home. But if I do that, my priorities are no longer a Priority and they take a back seat to so many other things of less importance. If I want to Accomplish all of the little things in His Name, then I’d better be equipped for the Journey. My priorities are non-negotiable.

I often hear people comment about how they don’t have the “luxury” of setting aside time for these Priorities in life. But I wonder…if they don’t have a little time to give to the Living God, the King of kings, the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the Prince of Peace, the Bright Morning Star, the One who died for them then why in the world would they expect Him to make their needs a Priority either? The Living God isn’t looking for performance, He’s looking for Relationship and it takes time and attention to have one! When the King returns One Day, plenty of people will be listing out all the things they did in His Name…and plenty of people will hear “I NEVER KNEW YOU”. Relationship is what will make the Difference between Heaven and Hell for all of us. As for me, I NEED for Him to “Keep me as the apple of His eye” and to “Hide me in the shadow of His wings” and for as long as I live, He will be my Biggest Priority. That’s non-negotiable for me.

My Priorities are straight and I’m Equipped for this new day after my Time in the Presence of the Living God. There are many things for me to “manage” today, but everything will fall into place because of my Time in the Presence of the Living God first thing this morning. I’ll strive to give the very best of myself to my family, my friends, and to the stranger God puts in my path today, all because of my Time in the Presence of the Living God. My Time with my God is non-negotiable.

How about you?

I will sing to the Lord all my life;
I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.
May my meditation be pleasing to him,
as I rejoice in the Lord – Psalm 104: 33, 34

The Inclined Heart…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s another gray and rainy day in Virginia, but it’s a NEW day and a Gift from the Master to me. I understand that each day is a Precious Gift, but it’s more than that – each new day is another opportunity to Glorify my God…and THAT excites me! So, each day, rain or shine, I do my Part to Prepare for whatever He has for me. I am Confident that I can “do all things through Christ who strengthens me” but I also know that none of that is possible UNLESS my Heart is Inclined toward Him. So, with Bible in hand and a hot cup of coffee, I set out to enter into His Presence each day Ready to learn and Eager to Grow. It’s easy for me to comprehend how “the mountains bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of His Name” when I witness His glory at the beginning of each new day. “I sing for Joy at the work of His hands” and everything within me is Inclined toward my King. Isn’t that the way it works for you too?

It amazes me when I hear people comment on how “it’s easier” for me to be Inclined toward Him at sunrise because of the view I’m blessed with. There are no words to describe my view that’s for sure, and it’s an Honor to have been chosen to Steward this beautiful place. But when you’re looking at the photos of the view from the front porch, you’re not just looking at the Work of His Hands, you’re looking at my Heart through the lens of a camera too. When you read the Words that describe where I am, you’re reading the words from a Heart that is Inclined toward a Mighty God. When you Walk my journey through photographs as I describe what’s going on in my world, you’re seeing it all after it’s filtered through a Heart that is Inclined toward Him with a Heart that knows that it doesn’t belong to me at all! The mountains aren’t the only things to bow down at the sound of His name…I do too. Sometimes I bow down in the physical sense but ALWAYS bow down in the Spiritual sense. I long to please Him and I long to Serve Him so being sure that my Heart is Inclined toward Him is even more important to me than air is, and THAT’S why you see the Work of His Hands through a photo and a few simple words.

When the Heart is Inclined toward Him it’s impossible NOT to see the beauty in everything around you. Of course, you see the beauty in His creation – that’s a piece of cake especially when the view is so spectacular. But with a Heart Inclined toward Him, you even see the beauty in the not-so-beautiful too. You can see the beauty in others when they aren’t so kind to you because you know that He loves them just the same as He loves you. You see the beauty in brokenness because you know that God has a beautiful Purpose behind the scenes IF the broken one is willing to be Inclined toward Him in all things and through all things. You can even see the Beauty in heartbreak and sickness because you know that He will Spin it into an opportunity to Glorify Himself no matter the outcome IF the Heart is Inclined toward Him. There’s no end to the beauty we can see if we look at Life through the lens of a Heart that’s Inclined toward Him! That’s the Key to being a Light in a dark world no matter what’s going on around us. One Day the King will come back, and when He does, my Heart will be Inclined and it will leap with Joy whether I’m on the front porch of this beautiful farm or not. That’s the Nature of the Heart Inclined toward the King of all kings!

My heart is Ready for this new day and I’m excited that He will find me Worthy to be of Service…even though I don’t Know the Details yet. With an Inclined Heart, anything is possible! Every moment, every encounter, every word, and every image will be filtered through my Inclined Heart and I’ll be Ready and Willing to be used by the King anytime He’s ready for me.

I was born for such a time as this!

How about you?

Preparing For Purpose…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It rained all night and it will be raining all day today – and I’m thanking God for answered prayers. There’s not much to see from the front porch on a rainy day because the deer are vulnerable and they usually take refuge in the hiding place across from the front porch…and they stay there until the coast is clear. For some reason, I was feeling a little weak and vulnerable myself this morning, and even though I didn’t need to Confess it to the Living God who knows everything about me…I did. I poured out my Heart in the same way I used to pour it out to my Dad because He’s my Heavenly Father and I know He has my best interest in mind too. As I sat there on the very seat I shared with my Dad long ago, I began to cry and I talked to my King as if He was sitting right next to me, my weakness turned to Strength…my doubt turned to Confidence…my scattered thoughts became crystal Clear…my rocky road became Straight…my sadness became Joy, and every fear within me Vanished. He wiped away my tears the same as if He touched me with His own Hands…He walked me down Memory Lane to Highlight His Plans for my Journey… and THEN He Prepared me for this new rainy day. Isn’t that the way you deal with your downcast Heart too?

My relationship with my Dad was very special, and the older I get the more I see how it shaped me for my relationship with the Living God. I could talk to him about absolutely anything and he was always ready to listen without judgment. I could confess my doubts and fears and he was always ready to pour confidence into me with words of encouragement. When I did wrong, and I knew I had disappointed him, he didn’t lash out in anger with unkind words and he didn’t grab a belt. Instead, he made me think through what I’d done wrong and why I did it, and he helped me see what needed to be done to make it right. I couldn’t hide anything from my Dad, because he knew me so well and it was easy for him to spot when I wasn’t telling the truth or when I was attempting to twist the rules. My relationship with my Dad paved the way for the Relationship I would have with the Living God one day…one of Respect and Reverence and a healthy kind of fear, but one so sweet that all I ever want to do is to please Him.

My Dad taught me to slow down and look at the world around me, and we’d sit forever and contemplate life. If the weather permitted he would always be outside with a cup of coffee in hand because he loved the world around him and everything in it. He taught me to savor the moments (and a hot cup of coffee) and to laugh at life. He’d tell me about how life “used to be”, and he’d tell me about family members who were gone long before I arrived, and no matter how many times he repeated himself, I always wanted to hear what he had to say…because I loved him. It didn’t matter how bad things got…and they could be pretty bad back in those days… my Dad was always ready to comfort me by saying “Everything’s going to be alright…we’ve got this together”. My Dad taught me how to listen, and to love, and to hold onto hope. A priceless introduction to my Relationship with the Living God!

When my Dad lost his eyesight I’d cry when he didn’t know it, because I knew how much he loved his front-row seat in life and how he savored every bit of the world around him. Compassion drove me to use words to describe what he could no longer see, and I lifted the fog. I painted pictures in his mind, and I helped him visualize everything around him. He could “see” nature as I described it, and He could “see” his grandchildren. He could see a birthday cake, or a baseball game, or anything in his space because I could thread words together to help him along. I didn’t leave out a single detail just so that he could still savor those moments with me…and he did until just a few days before he died. My words put a smile on his face, and they helped him endure a journey of blindness with joy that I never want to know for myself. That experience, driven by my love for my Dad and my desire to help him “see” with his mind and his heart, developed my “ability” to paint pictures on behalf of the Living God for all the world to “see”. God has given me a Precious Gift of words and He used my blind Dad to develop those skills to be used by my Heavenly Father one day. He led me to my Purpose.

I started this day with a Heart that felt like the rain drenched fields, but I’m Strong and Ready now. The Living God reminded me of the Journey He’s been Preparing me for since before the foundations of the earth, and I know that He will be Working on me until He takes me Home. Our relationship is Precious and Priceless, and I see my Dad’s part in Preparing me for that. I may have been his eyes, but his heart trained mine in ways that defy words. Every piece of life, the good the bad, and the ugly can be used for Greatness if we pause to see the Hand of God through it all. So, I’ll be taking the “bad and the ugly” and threading them into Good throughout this new day, because my Heart has been Lifted by the Hand of a Mighty and Merciful God…my Father.

God has already fully Equipped you for your Purpose too. Are you fulfilling it?

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

In The Presence Of The Shepherd…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s cloudy and muted this morning but I still see the Color all around me. Eventually, nature will wake up just the same as I did, and when God wakes them up they’re all over the farm in living color celebrating the new day right along with me. They don’t worry about potential rain or what they’ll eat, drink, or wear, and neither should I because my Shepherd is always watching over His flock. When I sat in His Presence to give my Praise, my Thanks, and to make Requests, the Sweetness of our Time together overwhelmed me. I considered the deer and other animals and how they’ve found a place of refuge here just like so many people have. Even though the world is growing darker and there are many threats for everyone these days- family, friends, and even strangers know where to find a “safe place” because they sense the Presence of a Mighty and Merciful God here. What a beautiful reminder to me straight from the Throne of the Living God this morning!

It doesn’t matter how many times I pray the 23rd Psalm it stirs my Heart every time. I don’t just recite it because I’ve prayed it so many times before – instead, I visualize the way it is with a shepherd and his flock, and I am Confident that Jesus sees US as His precious flock too. A good shepherd is gentle with his flock, and he tends to their every need, just the way God tends to mine. He leads them to green pastures so they can find their rest in a safe place, just the way the Living God leads me to the place to find mine too. He leads them to still waters so they can drink and not be afraid of rushing water, and He takes me to places that could be scary had He not led the way with gentleness. He restores them when they’re downcast, and He leads them in the Right Direction the same as He does for me! And when the flock is faced with the biggest threats…and He sees them headed for disaster…He uses His rod and staff to guide them in the Direction of safety, just the way He does for me! The same as it is for the deer grazing without a care in the world, He prepares their feast in the presence of “enemies” and protects them from harm. When they’re hurt, He anoints them with oil to heal their wounds, and their “cup runneth over” with everything He ALREADY KNOWS they need. The Lord is my Shepherd and I shall not want for anything!

What a beautiful picture of the Love and Compassion of a God who tenderly leads us through this Journey. When we know Him as our Shepherd, we always recognize the sound of His voice and we easily surrender to His will and not our own because we Trust Him.
God graciously chose me to be the steward of this old farm many years ago, and I strive to be like the earthly version of my Shepherd in Heaven. I open the way for others to find Refuge and Peace. If they need food, water, or a place to find their Rest, they can count on me. If they’re weary from the Journey, I’ll comfort them, and if they’ve lost I’ll Help them their way. I’ll pull out my Spiritual Rod and Staff and gently guide them when it’s necessary so that they can find their way back to the Shepherd and His Will again. The Lord is my Shepherd and I want for NOTHING. He’s all anybody ever really needs, but He expects me to Represent Him by sharing Christlike Peace and Compassion and by filling practical Needs too.

He’s my Shepherd and I’m a Humble member of this Flock. I Trust Him and I’ll follow Him everywhere He leads me, and because I Love Him, I’m feeding as many sheep as I can while there’s still breath in my body.

How about you?

The Source Of All Good Things…

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. My mood matched the weather this morning as I stepped out onto the front porch with my coffee in hand…a little cool…a little foggy…a little quiet…but with the potential to be incredible no matter what. After my time with the Living God this morning, I am confident He will keep “my path straight” and I know that He’ll provide “my daily bread.” I know that the “boundary lines will fall on me in pleasant places” and that He will “keep my lot secure” no matter what. Cool, foggy, or even quiet doesn’t change my Purpose, and the Sonshine in my Heart will override the clouds in the sky all day long as I do my work for Him. Isn’t that the way your life is too?

I wish I were as brave as some people think I am, but it’s not bravery they see. I wish I were as confident as some people believe me to be, but it’s not confidence they see. I wish I were as bold as some people think I am, but it’s not boldness they see. I wish I were as creative as some people give me credit for, but it’s not creativity they see. I wish I were as knowledgeable as some people believe that I am, but it’s not knowledge they see. I wish I were as carefree as some people think I am, but it’s not carefree they see. I wish I were as resilient as some people believe me to be, but it’s not resilience they see. When people look at me and “see” these Characteristics, it’s not “me” that they’re seeing at all. What they see is a Life that has been Surrendered to the King and one that is driven by His Spirit. They see a Willing Vessel, and they see a Joyful Servant. What they see is a wretch that was Saved only by the blood of Jesus Christ. They see what a weak woman looks like when God is running the show. They see the results of answered prayers and they see Characteristics beyond my flesh. They see Him.

I wish I’d never stumble and lose my way, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never do something wrong that I’d later regret, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never lack Compassion, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel like giving up, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want to pull the covers over my head to hide from the world, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want to shut out the world, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel fear, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never felt hurt over the way I’ve been treated, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel alone in life, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never need a good cry, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never question God, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want for things that I don’t have, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never disappoint someone else, but sometimes I do. When I’m feeling any of the things that I wish I didn’t feel, I know that this weak woman has gotten a little too far away from the Living God, and those Characteristics that can usually be seen in me have dimmed…so it’s back to the source of my Strength all over again…lather, rinse, and repeat. Although we ARE”only human” there’s no excuse for a child of the Living God to live in weakness. “When I am weak, He is strong”.

I began this new day feeling cloudy and cool and quiet and I may have been inclined to let my mood follow that path all day long…but it’s an entirely different story after my time with Him. Today I’ll be Strong and I’ll be Unstoppable and I won’t be walking through this day like any “weak” woman you’ve ever seen in your life. If I stumble today, I’ll make it right as fast as I can by asking Him for forgiveness and strength. And if my stumble is a bad Reflection of my Faith to someone else, I’ll be making it right with them too so that others may see what Christ-like Humility looks like. There is “no good thing in me apart from Him” – all that I am…all that I do…it’s all for Him. When you Live like that, it shows – and if others can see Him in me, I pray they want to know Him and Love Him as I do. That’s the goal.

How about you?

God Isn’t Found In The Noise!

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Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I love the cool mornings this time of year and it is as if I hold onto them a little harder because I know one day soon they will slip into winter and it will be too cold to spend my mornings with the Living God outside. This morning was a little odd to me because I didn’t see any of my morning companions. No deer. No rabbits. No squirrels. The one thing I did see (and hear) was a crow cawing in the top of this tree and it seemed to be giving it everything it had to give. I tried to ignore the repetitive sound, but it seemed to get louder and louder and before I knew it, the crow had turned my attention away from the Living God and onto the noise. The Author and Perfector of my Faith used this noisy crow to drive home a message to me – sometimes all it takes is a little noise in a dark world to turn our eyes toward things of this world instead of things of God. Can you see the danger of that too?

The world is filled with lots of noise these days, noise intended to draw our eyes off the King and onto this world. Whether it’s talk of the economy, the election, global warming, gender, sex, or false prophets, there is no end to the noise designed to distract. As surely as this crow cawed to make a statement, there are plenty of people out there cawing to be heard and if they’re ignored, they just get louder and louder too. Sometimes the timid ones are afraid of the “crows” in this life because they make so much noise and many will scurry off just like birds do when the crow comes cawing…as if they have something to fear. Sometimes people become enchanted by the noise and they can’t seem to get enough of the tune they long to hear. It’s their insatiable appetite for the cawing that often leads them away from Truth. And then there are others who have become crows-in-training and they work hard to learn how to caw from the highest branch too. Somehow they’ve convinced themselves that God wants them to make a lot of noise and that without them, He can’t complete the Work He has Planned for the world. But God’s Plans can’t be thwarted whether we choose to caw or not. There is a tremendous difference between being Bold Warriors for Jesus Christ and noise makers attempting to distract and THAT Truth can only be found in the Living, Breathing Word of God.

When God wants to get the attention of His people He knows how to make “noise” of His own. When the prophet Elijah was at the end of his rope, God called for a meeting on the mountain. The Bible says, “Then He said, “Go out, and stand on the mountain before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind, and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake, and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire, and after the fire a still SMALL VOICE. So it was, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood in the entrance of the cave. Suddenly a voice came to him, and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” I’m no expert but it seems to me that God was letting Elijah know that hearing from Him doesn’t involve “noise”. There’s no need to fly to the top of a branch to caw meaningless noise to the dark world. God is found in the quiet and He tells us to “be still and know that I am God”. It is said that it’s “he who screams the loudest wins” and there’s a whole lot of truth to that. But the God who calmed the sea with the sound of his voice doesn’t need noise makers – He needs Spiritual Warriors that Understand the war and who have been Taught how to fight and win…and it doesn’t involve cawing from the highest branch.

I’m like a “watchman on the hill” and I do my fair sharing of noisemaking when it comes to sharing the Gospel and warning God’s people. I’ve been known to make some noise of my own as I cawed from the highest branch I could find UNTIL I came to Realize that making noise isn’t glorifying to God and it’s not what He calls us to do. In fact, noisemaking has everything to do with the Deciver instead. The God of the “still small voice” – the One who calmed a storm with the sound of His voice DOES NOT command His people to make noise and it’s all the cawing that is taking the Focus OFF of the Living God and ONTO things of this world. There is a song that says, “Turn your eyes upon Jesus – Look full in his wonderful face – And the things of earth will grow strangely dim – In the light of his glory and grace” and that’s where you’ll find me no matter what’s going on in this dark world. I can’t wait to see the Miraculous things that nobody has the knowledge to even caw about. Until then, I’ll continue to be still and KNOW that He is God.

How about you?