In The Presence Of The Shepherd…

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s cloudy and muted this morning but I still see the Color all around me. Eventually, nature will wake up just the same as I did, and when God wakes them up they’re all over the farm in living color celebrating the new day right along with me. They don’t worry about potential rain or what they’ll eat, drink, or wear, and neither should I because my Shepherd is always watching over His flock. When I sat in His Presence to give my Praise, my Thanks, and to make Requests, the Sweetness of our Time together overwhelmed me. I considered the deer and other animals and how they’ve found a place of refuge here just like so many people have. Even though the world is growing darker and there are many threats for everyone these days- family, friends, and even strangers know where to find a “safe place” because they sense the Presence of a Mighty and Merciful God here. What a beautiful reminder to me straight from the Throne of the Living God this morning!

It doesn’t matter how many times I pray the 23rd Psalm it stirs my Heart every time. I don’t just recite it because I’ve prayed it so many times before – instead, I visualize the way it is with a shepherd and his flock, and I am Confident that Jesus sees US as His precious flock too. A good shepherd is gentle with his flock, and he tends to their every need, just the way God tends to mine. He leads them to green pastures so they can find their rest in a safe place, just the way the Living God leads me to the place to find mine too. He leads them to still waters so they can drink and not be afraid of rushing water, and He takes me to places that could be scary had He not led the way with gentleness. He restores them when they’re downcast, and He leads them in the Right Direction the same as He does for me! And when the flock is faced with the biggest threats…and He sees them headed for disaster…He uses His rod and staff to guide them in the Direction of safety, just the way He does for me! The same as it is for the deer grazing without a care in the world, He prepares their feast in the presence of “enemies” and protects them from harm. When they’re hurt, He anoints them with oil to heal their wounds, and their “cup runneth over” with everything He ALREADY KNOWS they need. The Lord is my Shepherd and I shall not want for anything!

What a beautiful picture of the Love and Compassion of a God who tenderly leads us through this Journey. When we know Him as our Shepherd, we always recognize the sound of His voice and we easily surrender to His will and not our own because we Trust Him.
God graciously chose me to be the steward of this old farm many years ago, and I strive to be like the earthly version of my Shepherd in Heaven. I open the way for others to find Refuge and Peace. If they need food, water, or a place to find their Rest, they can count on me. If they’re weary from the Journey, I’ll comfort them, and if they’ve lost I’ll Help them their way. I’ll pull out my Spiritual Rod and Staff and gently guide them when it’s necessary so that they can find their way back to the Shepherd and His Will again. The Lord is my Shepherd and I want for NOTHING. He’s all anybody ever really needs, but He expects me to Represent Him by sharing Christlike Peace and Compassion and by filling practical Needs too.

He’s my Shepherd and I’m a Humble member of this Flock. I Trust Him and I’ll follow Him everywhere He leads me, and because I Love Him, I’m feeding as many sheep as I can while there’s still breath in my body.

How about you?

The Source Of All Good Things…

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. My mood matched the weather this morning as I stepped out onto the front porch with my coffee in hand…a little cool…a little foggy…a little quiet…but with the potential to be incredible no matter what. After my time with the Living God this morning, I am confident He will keep “my path straight” and I know that He’ll provide “my daily bread.” I know that the “boundary lines will fall on me in pleasant places” and that He will “keep my lot secure” no matter what. Cool, foggy, or even quiet doesn’t change my Purpose, and the Sonshine in my Heart will override the clouds in the sky all day long as I do my work for Him. Isn’t that the way your life is too?

I wish I were as brave as some people think I am, but it’s not bravery they see. I wish I were as confident as some people believe me to be, but it’s not confidence they see. I wish I were as bold as some people think I am, but it’s not boldness they see. I wish I were as creative as some people give me credit for, but it’s not creativity they see. I wish I were as knowledgeable as some people believe that I am, but it’s not knowledge they see. I wish I were as carefree as some people think I am, but it’s not carefree they see. I wish I were as resilient as some people believe me to be, but it’s not resilience they see. When people look at me and “see” these Characteristics, it’s not “me” that they’re seeing at all. What they see is a Life that has been Surrendered to the King and one that is driven by His Spirit. They see a Willing Vessel, and they see a Joyful Servant. What they see is a wretch that was Saved only by the blood of Jesus Christ. They see what a weak woman looks like when God is running the show. They see the results of answered prayers and they see Characteristics beyond my flesh. They see Him.

I wish I’d never stumble and lose my way, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never do something wrong that I’d later regret, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never lack Compassion, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel like giving up, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want to pull the covers over my head to hide from the world, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want to shut out the world, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel fear, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never felt hurt over the way I’ve been treated, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never feel alone in life, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never need a good cry, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never question God, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never want for things that I don’t have, but sometimes I do. I wish I’d never disappoint someone else, but sometimes I do. When I’m feeling any of the things that I wish I didn’t feel, I know that this weak woman has gotten a little too far away from the Living God, and those Characteristics that can usually be seen in me have dimmed…so it’s back to the source of my Strength all over again…lather, rinse, and repeat. Although we ARE”only human” there’s no excuse for a child of the Living God to live in weakness. “When I am weak, He is strong”.

I began this new day feeling cloudy and cool and quiet and I may have been inclined to let my mood follow that path all day long…but it’s an entirely different story after my time with Him. Today I’ll be Strong and I’ll be Unstoppable and I won’t be walking through this day like any “weak” woman you’ve ever seen in your life. If I stumble today, I’ll make it right as fast as I can by asking Him for forgiveness and strength. And if my stumble is a bad Reflection of my Faith to someone else, I’ll be making it right with them too so that others may see what Christ-like Humility looks like. There is “no good thing in me apart from Him” – all that I am…all that I do…it’s all for Him. When you Live like that, it shows – and if others can see Him in me, I pray they want to know Him and Love Him as I do. That’s the goal.

How about you?

God Isn’t Found In The Noise!

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I love the cool mornings this time of year and it is as if I hold onto them a little harder because I know one day soon they will slip into winter and it will be too cold to spend my mornings with the Living God outside. This morning was a little odd to me because I didn’t see any of my morning companions. No deer. No rabbits. No squirrels. The one thing I did see (and hear) was a crow cawing in the top of this tree and it seemed to be giving it everything it had to give. I tried to ignore the repetitive sound, but it seemed to get louder and louder and before I knew it, the crow had turned my attention away from the Living God and onto the noise. The Author and Perfector of my Faith used this noisy crow to drive home a message to me – sometimes all it takes is a little noise in a dark world to turn our eyes toward things of this world instead of things of God. Can you see the danger of that too?

The world is filled with lots of noise these days, noise intended to draw our eyes off the King and onto this world. Whether it’s talk of the economy, the election, global warming, gender, sex, or false prophets, there is no end to the noise designed to distract. As surely as this crow cawed to make a statement, there are plenty of people out there cawing to be heard and if they’re ignored, they just get louder and louder too. Sometimes the timid ones are afraid of the “crows” in this life because they make so much noise and many will scurry off just like birds do when the crow comes cawing…as if they have something to fear. Sometimes people become enchanted by the noise and they can’t seem to get enough of the tune they long to hear. It’s their insatiable appetite for the cawing that often leads them away from Truth. And then there are others who have become crows-in-training and they work hard to learn how to caw from the highest branch too. Somehow they’ve convinced themselves that God wants them to make a lot of noise and that without them, He can’t complete the Work He has Planned for the world. But God’s Plans can’t be thwarted whether we choose to caw or not. There is a tremendous difference between being Bold Warriors for Jesus Christ and noise makers attempting to distract and THAT Truth can only be found in the Living, Breathing Word of God.

When God wants to get the attention of His people He knows how to make “noise” of His own. When the prophet Elijah was at the end of his rope, God called for a meeting on the mountain. The Bible says, “Then He said, “Go out, and stand on the mountain before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind, and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake, and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire, and after the fire a still SMALL VOICE. So it was, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood in the entrance of the cave. Suddenly a voice came to him, and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” I’m no expert but it seems to me that God was letting Elijah know that hearing from Him doesn’t involve “noise”. There’s no need to fly to the top of a branch to caw meaningless noise to the dark world. God is found in the quiet and He tells us to “be still and know that I am God”. It is said that it’s “he who screams the loudest wins” and there’s a whole lot of truth to that. But the God who calmed the sea with the sound of his voice doesn’t need noise makers – He needs Spiritual Warriors that Understand the war and who have been Taught how to fight and win…and it doesn’t involve cawing from the highest branch.

I’m like a “watchman on the hill” and I do my fair sharing of noisemaking when it comes to sharing the Gospel and warning God’s people. I’ve been known to make some noise of my own as I cawed from the highest branch I could find UNTIL I came to Realize that making noise isn’t glorifying to God and it’s not what He calls us to do. In fact, noisemaking has everything to do with the Deciver instead. The God of the “still small voice” – the One who calmed a storm with the sound of His voice DOES NOT command His people to make noise and it’s all the cawing that is taking the Focus OFF of the Living God and ONTO things of this world. There is a song that says, “Turn your eyes upon Jesus – Look full in his wonderful face – And the things of earth will grow strangely dim – In the light of his glory and grace” and that’s where you’ll find me no matter what’s going on in this dark world. I can’t wait to see the Miraculous things that nobody has the knowledge to even caw about. Until then, I’ll continue to be still and KNOW that He is God.

How about you?

Plow Your Own Field…

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s a new day of a new week and I’m Armed and Ready to face whatever comes my way after my time in the Presence of the Living God. Someone once asked me how I can stay focused on the Author and Perfector of my Faith with so much beauty around to “distract” me…but since I Serve the Creator of the beauty, what I feel is much more Praise than distraction. This time of year the acorns are dropping from the oak trees and it’s entertaining to watch furry friends of all shapes and sizes sharing in the abundance. As I sat there watching the deer and the squirrels unphased by each other, and with seemingly no concern that one would walk away with more acorns than the other, it made me think about their two-legged friends and how much we could learn from them. It didn’t take long before I was asking God for a Heart like my furry friends – the unselfish kind without judgment…a Heart like Jesus. Isn’t it just like the Living God to use a few deer and a multitude of squirrels to Inspire my Heart this morning?

I don’t presume to know the mind of God but I think we must drive Him crazy with our self-centeredness and prejudice against the ones not like us. If a favorite human treat came dropping out of the sky as these acorns do, man would trample over anyone of any shape and size just to get its fair share of “free”. Many wouldn’t care if someone needed it more. Many wouldn’t care if they already had enough at home, they’ll grab as much as they can carry anyway… after all, it’s “free”. Some will even be so bold as to proclaim that God poured it out just for them. Worse yet, others would quickly begin to examine all the other “critters” looking for a morsel to determine who they think “deserves” nourishment and who doesn’t. These furry friends don’t have the intellect to understand that there will soon be a shortage of acorns to savor, but when people hear of a “shortage” it becomes their time to hoard. The Bible says, “Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?” My furry friends naturally embrace this concept – it’s a shame man has so little trust in the Living God that they don’t believe He’ll provide.

The deer and the squirrels aren’t concerned about sharing the abundance and they don’t run off to gossip over the fence about the one they think gathered too much. They don’t judge the other for not looking like them and they wouldn’t have the ability to attempt to determine if the other “deserves” a morsel or not just because of the way they look. It’s too bad people don’t roll that way. At the first sign of anything they don’t like about someone else, they go running off to the first fence they can find to gossip over. Even though the Bible says, “With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness” – they take it upon themselves to rip the character of anyone they don’t agree with without blinking an eye as if God changed the rules just for them. It’s a shame when mankind has so little Trust in the Living God that they don’t Understand what Love looks like.

I’m an imperfect woman living an imperfect Life but my Goal is to love like Christ did. I plow my own field and I mind my own business. When I have an unkind thought about someone else, I ask the Living God for forgiveness instead of trying to justify my wicked Heart. You won’t find me hanging over a fence to gossip about someone else because I know they were also made in His image and He loves them as much as He loves me! I allow myself (it’s a choice) to get hurt when I experience judgment coming from someone else – especially when it comes from someone professing to be a Christian because I Know how God expects His people to handle such things…and it’s never over a fence. I stand on His Truth and I’m Guided by His Spirit. You might wonder how I can look at the deer and the squirrels munching on acorns and be Inspired with a Message like this…but that all comes down to how much I love the Author and Perfecter of my Faith and how Willing I am to Grow.

How about you?

Hosea 10:12

Sow righteousness for yourselves,
    reap the fruit of unfailing love,
and break up your unplowed ground;
    for it is time to seek the Lord,
until he comes
    and showers his righteousness on you.

Do You Highlight The Trials?

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. It’s one of those spectacular days where the cool air and warm ground meet to bring the fog over the fields. That’s a sure sign of the changing seasons in Virginia. You never know about the mornings here in September – it can be scorching hot OR it can be in the high 40s like it was this morning. Either way, it’s always beautiful from where I sit. I spent my time with the Living God outside despite cooler temperatures and I’ll keep clinging to the front porch until it’s too cold to bear. I took in the beauty and thanked God for another day of Life and then I opened up my Instruction Manual looking for Wisdom and turned to just the Right Word for me on this cool new day, thanks to the Living God. The outside temperature seemed to heat up as the Message straight from the Throne of God was Burned into my Heart and I was no longer aware of my outward circumstances at all. Sometimes bright light can be blinding and it’s nearly impossible to keep your eyes open when it is. But the Light of the Lord is brighter than any other light in all of Creation and when He Lights up, my eyes are wide open. Isn’t that the way it is for you too?

It can be so easy to let our outward circumstances get in the way of Life, and when they do, we lose out on the Light that lights the way through it all. Sometimes it’s something as simple as an uncomfortably hot or cold morning, and sometimes the distractions are much bigger. When tragedy and heartbreak strike, we naturally focus on our circumstances, and if we aren’t careful we’ll snuff out the Light that lights the way when we do. It’s not easy to comprehend how a Loving God can allow the tragedy and the heartbreak when it comes to His Children, but whenever these things show up it’s time to focus LESS on the details and more on the Light that will light the way to our Healing. He’s the ONLY way, the ONLY truth, and the ONLY life any of us ever really have, and if we’ll just be sure not to allow our circumstances to blind us He’ll Light a way through the deepest, darkest pain and He’ll bring Joy back to the Heart. This is the Key to Peace.

When God’s people were blinded by hunger, He rained down manna from Heaven to meet the need. When they grew tired of the manna and began to whine (again), God rained down enough quails to feed millions of people. When a widow was blinded by fear of debt and was at risk of losing her sons to slavery because of it, God miraculously filled up jars of oil for her to sell to pay off her debt AND He provided abundantly so that she could sustain her family moving forward. When the family of Lazarus was blinded by the heartbreak over his death…they questioned why Jesus wasn’t around to help, but on the fourth day, Jesus raised Lazarus from the grave just to prove His Power over the very things that appear to be impossible. When the Israelites were blinded by fear as they were being pursued by the enemy with no way out in sight, God parted the sea to free them and His Light led the way to their safety. The outward circumstances appeared hopeless for all of these people when they lit up the details in the human mind, but God showed up to Light the way to peace, safety, joy, and provisions…and He always will if we let Him. He is the ONLY way and He’s Faithful through it all…IF we focus on His Light instead of lighting up the details that only He has control over.

I am just as inclined to light up my trials the same as everybody else, but I’ve been through the Fire enough to know that it serves no Purpose at all when I do. God has my Life in the palm of His Hands and He loves me enough to send His son to die for me. When I turn to Him instead of all those details that have the potential to consume me, He Lights the Way for me every single time. I’m focusing on His Light and I’m Trusting Him through it all – and if I find myself faced with outward things that have the potential to snuff out His Light (if I let them) I will be sure to “take captive every thought” and Surrender to the Light of my Life all over again. And that, my friends, is the Key to having the kind of “peace that surpasses all understanding” no matter what’s going on in the world around me. I’m on Temporary Assignment and I take my Job seriously. I’m an alien in a foreign land and I’m an ambassador for Jesus Christ. I’ve been Called by the King and I’ll be Headed Home to the place He’s already prepared for me One Day. In the meantime, I can’t afford to squander even one day focusing on the outward instead of the Inward.

How about you?

Are You Becoming an “Expert”?

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I headed to the front porch with coffee in hand and what I saw from the window was like open arms of the Living God inviting me to join Him…and I couldn’t wait to be in the Presence of the Love of my Life. It’s there where I find my Strength for my Journey. It’s there where I receive my Wisdom. It’s there where I feel Love like no human being can show. It’s there where I find my Peace. I “pay my dues” to have a Faith like mine – it doesn’t “just happen” and it wasn’t always this way. I won’t reach Perfection until I go Home, but as surely as I am Strong today, I know I’m inclined to be weak too IF I don’t do what I need to do to remain Strong. Isn’t that the way you work out the Journey of Life too?

Faith is a process that takes a lot of Work, but if we refuse to put in the time and effort we can’t grow. No seed can be planted and then left alone to thrive or not…at least not if you planted the seed intent on seeing it bear fruit. Just like anything else we set out to master, it takes lots of time and commitment to perfect. We try and we fail. We take a step forward and then three backward. Like a toddler learning to walk, we stand up and then we stumble over and over again. But with a whole lot of falls, and even more persistence, the toddler becomes a walking expert and before you know it, the toddler learns to run. What’s true for the toddler is true for the Journey of Faith – it takes time, persistence, and a whole lot of stumbling and falling to become an Expert. This is the Key to Perseverance.

It’s easy to see how so many People of Faith are stuck in the past and many of them haven’t grown much at all since they first Believed. Some are still living like toddlers – they keep stumbling, never perfecting the Walk. Sometimes they continue to do the same things they did before they saw the Light because they failed to put in the Time to Grow. They say the right Words most of the time, but their Lives don’t Reflect their Belief because their Growth has been thwarted by neglect. Sometimes people are stuck because nobody helped Guide them to the Truth and they were left on their own to sink or swim. Unless they learn to Build their Strength for the Journey they’ll likely sink and spend their days below the Surface of what’s possible for them. Unfortunately, we’re quick to judge people of Faith who don’t Reflect their Belief, but instead of trying to Show them the way to Grow we leave them to their own demise.

People of Faith who have never learned to Grow don’t always know that what they’re doing or saying goes against the Living God UNLESS we lead them to the Truth with Love. “Tough Love” has no place in the process because it’s not fair to apply tough lessons to those who have not even matured enough to understand the wrong! That’s like stomping on a seed because it isn’t growing or taking it out on a baby with no ability to reason yet. To Christ, there’s no such thing as a “big” sin or a “little” sin…it’s all the same to Him…He died for ALL. It’s in His Presence where we learn to remove the plank from our own eyes, and before you know it, contempt and complacency get replaced with Compassion. This is the Key to becoming a Faith Expert.

I’m an imperfect woman living an imperfect life, but I serve Perfection and I seek His Face every day. Because I’m Mature in my Faith, I usually see my wrongs fairly quickly and I can’t wait to ask for Forgiveness and make my peace when I do. I won’t be leaving anyone in the dust if I can help it, and I’ll be a Reflection of what Faith should look like so that others see Him in me…and hopefully, they’ll be Inspired to become a Faith “expert” too…that’s the Goal.

How about you?

Keep Pouring It Out!

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I woke up this morning excited about being an Unstoppable Vessel for the Living God with a Purpose to pour into this dark world…a world that desperately needs to know the Truth. When I saw how the fog had blotted out the lower field where the creek flows this morning, it reminded me of how the world works hard to blot out any sign of Faith these days too BUT nothing can blot out my Heart for the Living God no matter how hard the Darkness tries. I know that “greater is He who is in me than he who is in the world” and I have everything I need for Victory. So, off to my Commander in Chief I went with an Eager Heart to Serve, and He filled me up with everything I need to Fearlessly pour back out into the dark world today. My life overflows with Blessings that’s for sure, but it’s not about what I have, it’s about what I GIVE AWAY. The Living God Blesses me and I pour it all right back to Him. He Called me to be one of His own and I give away all that I Know. He gives me Wisdom and I pour it out to the world in His Name. He gives me Compassion and I pour it all out to the world in His Name. Everything I have I give to Him, and when we pour out the Blessings to Him, there are no limits to what we can do in His Name.

I think it’s pretty easy for most people to accept Blessings from God…and they’re usually pretty good about thanking Him…most of the time. Giving Him credit for the Blessings is one thing, pouring them back out to Him is an entirely different story. I think it’s the lack of humility that is the leading cause of thanking Him without the Heart to pour it back. When we’re humble enough to accept that we don’t “deserve” ANY of the Blessings He gives…when we realize that there is no good thing in us apart from Him…then it’s easier to pour it right back out in Love. God does LOVE us and He DOES want good things for His children, but the Blessings aren’t a “given” and they’re certainly not ours to hoard – not our children, not our material things, and certainly not our Faith. When we pour out our children as a “love offering” to the Lord, we see Miraculous results. When we live the Life He calls us to live and we pour it all back in His Name, we see Miraculous things. When we pour out the blessing of Faith as a love offering to Him instead of a headcount of conversions, we see Miraculous things. It’s not about the Blessings we receive out of Love, it’s about what we’re willing to pour back to Him that matters the most.

The world is a dark place and it’s getting darker by the minute…just the way He said that it would. Unfortunately, many people are pouring back into the darkness with rants and opinions and they’re doing their part to Divide in the process. Sometimes people think they need to educate the world somehow or that their stand for “right” is making a difference – but that’s like pouring gasoline on fire instead. Darkness can only be blotted out with the Light. If only more people would pour out the Light instead of playing in the darkness, we’d begin to see Miracles in these times. If only more people would talk about the Healing Power of Jesus Christ instead of the odds of dying from this or that, we’d begin to see Miracles in these times. If only more people would sing His Praises instead of trying to hold court in Heaven (the way Job did), we’d begin to see Miracles in these times. If only more people would SPEAK the Name of Jesus Christ throughout the day, every day regardless of “consequences”, we’d begin to see Miracles in these times. If every demon in Hell shudders at the mention of the name of Jesus, I can only imagine what this dark world would look like if we poured Him out into the world. It doesn’t matter what we have, or what He allows to be taken away – the ONLY thing that matters is what WE give away…or pour out…in His Name.

I’m blessed beyond measure to have been chosen to be the mother to my four children. They’re kind, compassionate, beautiful, funny, smart, and everything Good in between. I did my part out of love, but the end result of a family of Believers all comes down to me being willing to pour them back to Him….four Blessings too wonderful for me to comprehend…blessings I did nothing to “deserve.” I am Blessed beyond measure to steward this beautiful farm but I did nothing to “deserve” it. Instead, I poured it all back to Him…a blessing too wonderful for me to comprehend…a blessing I didn’t “deserve.” A Saving Faith in Jesus Christ is a blessing too wonderful for me to comprehend too, so I pour it all back in His Name. I know my Destiny is secured ONLY by His blood (and nothing I do on my own), so when you hear me Sharing it with the world, you’ll be an eye-witness to what it looks like to pour it all back to Him…the Living Water…our only Hope. When you look at it that way, it’s hard to understand why people are hoarding their Faith as if it’s something they deserve, instead of pouring it out as a Love offering to the Living God.

Today will be like any other day for me in some ways. It won’t be about the Blessings I receive…although I’ll be grateful…it will be about what I’m willing to pour back to Him. He’s my everything so everything I have…everything I am..all gets poured out as a Love Offering to the Living Water…the One who died for me…AND THAT’S why my Life overflows with Blessings that I don’t deserve. I am, and I will always be, Victorious…no matter how dark this world gets before He calls me Home…as long as I pour it all out in His Name.

Wake up Church.

Utterly Amazed!

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I began this new day in awe of the Living God and I marveled at the Work of His Hands just like I always do. But there’s nothing “ordinary” about any day He Creates. It’s only when we slow down and listen with a Heart that belongs to Him that we truly see the beauty and uniqueness of each new day. It’s one thing to feel the Living God Working inside your Heart, it’s an entirely different story to see Him Working out His Plans right before your very eyes. When God reveals Himself through His People, it’s enough to overwhelm even the hardest of hearts, and it’s a Blessing impossible to measure. So, this morning I wept as I considered all that He’s doing around my Life and this old farm in Virginia, I asked for the Wisdom to Know each Step of His Will over it all, and I gave thanks for allowing this humble Servant to see Him Work out His Plans with my very own eyes. Isn’t that the way you feel about your Journey of Faith too?

When Habbakuk asked God what the Plan was for moving through the Storm, God responded with “Watch and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe even if you were told.” I wonder if Habbakuk felt the same way as I do when I hear these Words – a little frightened over the unknown but overwhelmingly EXCITED to see what God is doing with my very eyes eventually. He IS doing something in my day that is utterly amazing even though I can’t see it yet and I’m grateful to be a Witness for Him at such a time as this. Today, the world is in turmoil, and the “labor pains” have begun and sadly many people have been shaken to the point of doubting God and His Plans. Oh, they would argue with me over that, but as they continue to put words into the mouth of God (as if that were possible) and as they continue to put their faith in man to fix what ails them, it’s painfully obvious that (in their eyes) God isn’t big enough for the job. God didn’t reveal to Habbakuk the “utterly amazing” thing(s) He was about to do and He went so far as to say “You would not believe even if I told you” and that’s good enough for me. I am CONFIDENT in what God is doing behind the scenes and I’m already in awe of the work of His Hands even before I see it! There’s no need to try to make sense of things OR to put words “in the mouth of God” – we just have to Trust Him as Habbukuk did in a world that makes no sense. This is the truest definition of Faith.

I’m grateful that I have a Heart that has been Tenderized by the King so that I easily recognize His Plans when I see them while I’m willing to wait patiently when I don’t. I’m glad to have a Heart that is sensitive to His Spirit so that I’m open to whatever He calls for me to do…especially when it doesn’t make sense. I’m grateful that I’ve been around the block a few times until I learned how to be Grateful for it ALL, and I’m glad He gives me a Voice that can shout from the mountaintops about how Great He is…my God of Miracles…My Protector…My Provider…My Leader…My Father..and my Friend. He’s the same yesterday, today, and forever and HE IS STILL performing Miracles today as He Reveals His Plans and Calls His People into action. I’m in awe of the Work of His Hands!

How about you?

When We Walk In The Spirit…

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. I was inclined to hit the ground running this morning without taking the time to Share what the Author and Perfector of my Faith shared with me, but He would have no part of it. In a matter of seconds, He set me straight to Remind me that what I do, I do for Him, and in a matter of seconds I was asking for Forgiveness for my selfish Heart. It’s not as simple as “not having time” when the King plants you in a Mission and the human sacrifices don’t always come easy. But if I don’t want to “lose” the Gift that’s been poured into me, then I need to be sure to Follow Directions. Paying it Forward is what I do for the Master of Life and striving to Please Him is what keeps me going. As long as I Walk in the Spirit and not in my flesh I can do anything! Isn’t that the way it is for you too?

It can be so easy for us to pick and choose where we’ll spend our time, and we easily follow the heart even when it doesn’t always make sense. Some people have mastered the game of shuffling from one thing to another like a never-ending game of ping pong, and they’re so busy chasing their own pleasures that they never really accomplish anything at all. Some people prefer to live on “Easy Street” and they would never consider taking on the tough things as long they can avoid them. Some people live in limbo, never committing to anything just in case something better comes along. Some people are too afraid to step up, while others don’t even know what that looks like. It’s human nature to migrate toward what brings us the most pleasure and it is the nature of man to justify why we’re not paying attention to the Call on our Life while we chase our own pleasures instead. We walk through this Life looking for perpetual picnics where we’ll have the most fun – but the only Genuine Pleasure to ever be had comes when we Walk in the Spirit, instead of in the flesh. It exhausts me to think about what it would be like to live a life driven by my own agenda and only for my own pleasure, and it breaks my Heart to see so many lost in the web of selfishness. Living for ourselves and only for our own pleasure is an empty place, and it never ends up for Good when we do. It’s not possible to Serve the Living God while we’re busy serving ourselves. We only begin to Live for Him when we’re willing to die to ourselves. This is the key to Fulfillment, contentment, and Peace!

Some people have no idea what it is to “walk in the Spirit” and it’s impossible to explain what it’s like to someone if they’ve never experienced the Journey for themselves. Some roll their eyes and consider it all nonsense and they’re too busy thumping their Bibles to Know what it is to be Free. Some see the Fruit that comes by way of Walking in the Spirit and are inclined to credit talent or theatrics…even the ones who should know better. Some see the Light of someone else Walking in the Spirit and they get jealous because of the Benefits that come along with the Job. Some are so critical that they’ll look for an underlying “agenda” because they don’t understand Supernatural Gifts and Talents when they see them. Some people are so selfish that they can’t digest the idea that anybody could ever truly be selfless OR why they would even want to be. Some confuse the Light with the limelight and they can’t see the Beauty because they’re too busy judging the Purpose of the Light in the first place.

I understand what these people are like because I used to be one of them myself…UNTIL God called me out of my selfishness and Equipped me to Work just for Him. All those things I worried about giving up were out shadowed by Beauty, and all those things I fretted over wanting to accomplish just for myself were Out-shined by my Work for Him instead. I’m serving Him even when it isn’t easy, and I’m loving every minute of the Journey.

How about you?

His Will Be Done!

Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia this morning. It’s quiet here at the farm after a few days of chaos and I’m appreciating the gentleness of the morning a little more than usual because of it. for a gentle sunrise As I prepared my heart for time with the Living God and I took in the magnificence of the sunrise; I smiled at how I amazing God is and how He ALWAYS knows what’s right for me…especially when I don’t. Someday I hope that I learn to never say “never” when it comes to the Plans for my life.

I said I would NEVER have children, but God had different Plans for my Life. He planted the seed of life within me and Blessed me with four amazing children despite my hard heart and my own will. My children have been my biggest Ministry as I poured my Faith into each one and they’ve brought me my greatest joy. God knew what was best for me.

I said I would NEVER remarry but God had different Plans for my Life. After decades of flying solo He orchestrated a million tiny pieces to bring me and my (now) husband together in Covenant marriage and it all began with the planting of the willow tree you see in this photo. If God can use a willow tree to pull that off, He can use anything to make His Will be done. Almost overnight my tribe grew from 12 to 20 and sharing my family, farm, and ministry is overwhelmingly beautiful. God knew what was best for me.

I said I would NEVER be a part of the real estate industry but God had different Plans for my Life. He placed me in just the right place at just the right moment in time and I soared in ways I’d never dreamed of as a real estate auctioneer traveling from state to state to sell. The very thing I said I’d “never” do provided very well for my family and it brought me incredible success and happiness. God knew what was best for me.

I said I would NEVER live on a farm but God had different Plans for my Life. I moved to the country just to raise my kids in wide open spaces and I intended to move right back to the city when they left the nest. BUT the Living God planted the seed of love and appreciation within me for this old farm and today I can’t imagine being anywhere else other than right here on the front porch sharing my Journey with the world. God knew what was best for me.

There are countless other things that I’ve arrogantly proclaimed I would “NEVER” do but God has a way of putting me in my Spiritual Place. He never fails to show me that my plans don’t hold a candle to His Plans for me. He taught me how to Surrender the “nevers” and to Trust Him with all. Some of my “nevers” have led to the incredible Blessings I’ve shared with you this morning and some of my “nevers” have taken me down a path of adversity intended to open my eyes and Tenderize my Heart for the Journey.

God ALWAYS knows what’s best for me so I just step aside and allow Him to Lead. I’ve learned to NEVER say “never” in Life and to Trust God with the reins. Today I roll with the flow and I Trust whatever it is that He has for me…Especially when it doesn’t make sense. After all, it was the Hand of God that Threaded together the most amazing Life despite all my “Nevers”.

How about you?