
Good morning, world. Things are looking pretty good from the front porch of my farm in Virginia today. The world seems so quiet when the earth is blanketed in snow, as if the world has gone off the radar. You could almost hear a pin drop without all the usual sounds heard on an average day here at the farm. But then again, there is no such thing as an average day in the eyes of the Creator of all. As the Master shed light on the farm this morning, I marveled at the twists and turns of the snow all around me, no doubt about that, but the one thought that wouldn’t leave me on this bitterly cold ice-covered day is all those poor people who have no warmth to turn to. Maybe they are sleeping on the streets – maybe they’re inside, but with inside temperatures being close to what it is outside because they have no heat. It’s 13° at the farm right now, and temperatures are expected to stay low for several more days…and Virginians are whining. We might be challenged by 22 acres of snow covered with inches of ice, and we might even get frustrated when we can’t get it moved out of here as fast as we’d like to, BUT we are very much aware of how blessed we are to be warm and tragic it is for the cold. Isn’t that the way you see your Journey of Faith, too?
It has taken lots and lots of hard lessons in my life to get me to a place of Surrender to the Living God…warm or cold. It’s not so much that I was more confident in myself with the outcome than I was Him it’s just that I was accustomed to taking care of everything and everyone around me, and I didn’t pause long enough to even consider to ask for Help for myself. Every once in a while, God would allow paralyzing Circumstances to come my way, and He must have grown so frustrated with me while He waited for me to Surrender my Circumstances to Him. I am living proof that He is a Compassionate and patient God. He cares about everything in my life. He Knows every hair on my head. He Knows about every tear I ever shed. He Knows the days He has allotted to me, AND HE KNOWS IF I’M WARM OR COLD. I don’t know why some people go hungry and cold and why God doesn’t FIX IT, but I do know that He doesn’t love me more than He loves them, and MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, God scatters the cold and hungry around just to see what the others will do about it. “Whatever you did for the least of these of mine, you did for me”. The question is how many people will remain focused on their own snow shoveling while “the poor among us” freeze to death? The funny thing about dying to yourself and guarding your peace is that once your selfish eyes turn away from your own agenda, YOU SEE THE SUFFERING, and you have no peace until you do what you can to help. Look at God!
For some God-like reason, the patterns of snow reminded me of my darkest hour. If you’re a regular reader of my posts, you know that I OFTEN refer to my darkest hour! Not because I want to savor my suffering but BECAUSE I NEVER want to forget what God has done for me! How much praise is enough praise to God for what He’s done for us? So…I had reached the end of myself. I was completely overwhelmed by my circumstances, and I had lost all hope. The world seemed so dark, and my circumstances seemed irreparable, and I no longer had the strength to put one foot in front of the other. I didn’t want to die – I just didn’t have the strength to live anymore. I was completely and totally broken. I couldn’t pray, and I had no joy. One morning I cried out to the Living God in total despair, and I confessed that I couldn’t go on. Even my body succumbed to my grief as I crumbled to the floor in my brokenness, and it was at that very moment…that time of total despair…the time when my hope and my strength were completely gone that God spoke to me and He taught me a lesson about surrender that changed my life forever. He reminded me that He is my God…the great “I AM”. He assured me that He would deliver me, and He made it very clear that I couldn’t control my circumstances “any more than you can hold back the waves of the sea”. My circumstances didn’t change in that moment, but I sure did. An indescribable weight was supernaturally lifted from me as I considered how ridiculous it was that I was attempting to “hold back the waves of the sea”. I surrendered all in that moment, and that is the secret to my peace.
It might be easy for some people to read these God-inspired morning posts each day and to marvel at my Peace and my Joy, but rest assured, my life isn’t perfect, and I’ve paid a BIG PRICE for my Peace. I guard my Peace like the good Warrior I am, and I don’t allow it to be stolen from me by anybody. Some people think they somehow DESERVE to have it, and some people accuse me of not being a very good Christian because I REFUSE to give away BUT truth be told, the Most High God IS Peace and He’s the ONLY ONE who can pass that along to another.
I’ve learned to surrender, and I go before the Throne of God each morning to seek His Will for me. I don’t have to carry the load anymore, and I don’t attempt to control my circumstances. This is the secret to surrender. I’m letting God be God in my life today, and I have indescribable peace with my imperfect life.
How about you?









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